these past weeks have been tough, long, and really just unbelievable. its amazing how much our lives can change with just one phone call & a few words. it feels weird to move forward and try to be "normal" ... i can honestly say i had no idea how much this has impacted me, and i suppose you never really know until it happens.
( i changed my name, and i am almost! there. the social security office misspelled my new last name and now i have to go back this morning. i am really hoping to get in & out. )
even though death is harder for the living, i feel new adventures are on the horizon! and we have a greater appreciation for all that is around us!